ergh. desperado.

I decided to want to blog today. And typical me, as usual... i forgot the email to this blogspot account. Thank God for computer cache memories. Unfortunately, they dont remember passwords a pro and a con at the very same time. :/ Thus, that being said, it took me a whole 30 minutes (pardon the exaggeration but it felt like it) i finally managed to crack my min open and dig out my password from one of the many veins that carried information. After that the mood to blog just .. went *pwoof*

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oh, wait! it's back now. How awezom is my mood swings? (: lol. again, another pro and con in the same time span.

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So, i feel fat. And this time, i meant it. and im gonna actually work on it. We all know size 12 is not fat says Meg Cabot (the author of the book if you didnt already know), or size 14 is not fat either like she says. But still, she lived with the mat-sallehs (no offense intended). Half the people there are either super skinny or super .. obese? Cutting to the point, again, i feel FAT. So this time, i whipped up a diet plan as easy as whipping up egg yolks with a sieve a very very simple task that i still cant seem to do (yes, i meant both the diet and the yolk thing). So, here's the plan.

Monday was yesterday. All went well except the breakfast part where i gagged non stop. Somehow the oats i made turned out half cooked and tasted well, plain. Attempted to add raisins from dubai supposedly super sweet and yummy. Had to throw them out in the end cause the oats just sucked. Made me a tuna sandwich instead. Breakfast got pushed back to 10.30 :/ .. Lunch time was Chicken rice cause i realised i forgot to buy chicken for my porridge. Finally, the last damn wrong thing was i missed the gym class due to slacking. - edited : another wrong thing, i slept at 3 am -

I'd rate my monday a 6 over the perfect 10. - edited : rating drops to 4/10 -

Tuesday is today .. Everything got worse -_-" And they usually say 'tomorrow will be a better day' .. I woke up at 9.30 and realised, i've just missed breakfast AND gym. There goes 3 classes of my life. Ate my breakfast at 10 am today. And Lunch was at 12. For that, i had Stiploin with sweet potatoes and a strawberry and banana milkshake. That was the breaking straw of the diet -_-' .. in my defense, bananas are healthy! (: Had late tea time treats at 5 ish pm. Gonna have me my tuna sandwich for dinner (: somehow im hooked on it. I hope it makes me thinner. *fingers crossed*

Ratings for tuesday is a bigger drop to 2 over 10 for not following anything! :/

I wonder if i can last the week.