the first of the many emoness to come.

hmm. decided to leave my first testing post there since it is afterall the first step into this whole new blog thing.

The actual reason why i decided to finally move my blog away from my xanga, despite being a very very loyal xanga-rian was because i decided it is a good time to just start over and screw the past. Yes, it is said that we should make peace with the past so it doesnt affect our present well, this is how i make peace by cutting it out. LOL.

Today was supposed to be a great day. Really, it was. Notice the past tense.

Never knew i would be reaching home in the state that i did. Never expected myself to become that desperate. Nor stalker-ish. Never in my life thought i'd be waiting for a miracle against all hope and signs that it wouldnt happen. Never expected to feel this crappy way. Definitely never expected to me walked away from or in this case, just never appear. This obviously means something is wrong. :/ Time for damage control i reckon.

never imagined i could be so upset and disappointed with you. on that edge of just letting go :/


hahaha.

who would have thought my first actual post would be this dramatically emo right? (: well. okay, so most of you did -_- i cant help being an emofied personnnn cum saddist cum FML addict. LOL. i've linked them btw (:

okays. im out.

xoxo!